salam en.blog.
lama tinggalkan kamu sehingga bersawang.
mood malas yang melampau sejak akhir2 ini.
kerja makin banyak.
due date dah dekat.
plan nk bercuti bukan main.
just hope that everything will go well as planned.
i miss writing my thought here, share with my en.blog. but i need to admit something here. i have lack resources. which my lappy is no longer mobile. ok fine, alasan sangat tak logik. which i do have my iPad but, it is not convenient enough for me to update using iPad. the apps that i download is purposely for iPhone. so, it a bit small and "busuk" untuk digunakan. my time also limited. most of the time, i was in faculty having discussion. suppose to be in my final trimester, i shud be at home finishing my project paper. but, i have tons of group assignment not to mention presentations every week non-stop.(rasa macam marketing manager bentang proposal to the B.O.D).
so, back to the topic.i just wanna share happy moment. my girlfriend had told me last nyte. we're having late night chit chatting and story telling until 2a.m. OMG!.she stayed just in front of my block. (fyi,i stayed in hostel to complete my project paper.pray for my success). but as we not in the same faculty, mmg ssh sgt nk jumpa. when we have this kind of opportunity, sape yang nk lepaskan. she has been "spied" back before me being "spied" by my love. her love story is so super duper damn tragic as i can said. she supposed to have MRS title in front of her name, but what to say bila dah tiada jodoh. now, she already "spied" by her old friend which dia anggap sebagai abang. walaupun telah di"spied" long time before, yesterday he officially proposed her. i am so happy for her. i hope she can get her happiness. i know that this is not what according to her life plan, but with Allah willing, she will be happy for the rest of her life.
proposed? what a girl dream,right? i do have the same dream too. to be proposed by my love one. having a nice dinner. with a nice environment. nice word from him to praise me well with his love. make me feel important and meaningful for him. can i have that?. i'm not praying for that to happen. but i do wish and wait for that moment to come in my life. (okeyh!mmg byk tonton drama omputih).melampau kalu nak si dia melutut and do something crazy, but a simple nice proposed pun okeyh kn. at least, i know that he is ready for it and take it seriously.
i do feel like
p/s: berharap masa berlalu pantas.dapat melalui fasa murung ini segera.kembali rasa bahagia dan dikelilingi mereka yang menyayangi diri ini.
