dia mendapat lamaran.

salam en.blog.

lama tinggalkan kamu sehingga bersawang.

mood malas yang melampau sejak akhir2 ini.

kerja makin banyak.

due date dah dekat.

plan nk bercuti bukan main.

just hope that everything will go well as planned.

i miss writing my thought here, share with my en.blog. but i need to admit something here. i have lack resources. which my lappy is no longer mobile. ok fine, alasan sangat tak logik. which i do have my iPad but, it is not convenient enough for me to update using iPad. the apps that i download is purposely for iPhone. so, it a bit small and "busuk" untuk digunakan. my time also limited. most of the time, i was in faculty having discussion. suppose to be in my final trimester, i shud be at home finishing my project paper. but, i have tons of group assignment not to mention presentations every week non-stop.(rasa macam marketing manager bentang proposal to the B.O.D).

so, back to the topic.i just wanna share happy moment. my girlfriend had told me last nyte. we're having late night chit chatting and story telling until 2a.m. OMG!.she stayed just in front of my block. (fyi,i stayed in hostel to complete my project paper.pray for my success). but as we not in the same faculty, mmg ssh sgt nk jumpa. when we have this kind of opportunity, sape yang nk lepaskan. she has been "spied" back before me being "spied" by my love. her love story is so super duper damn tragic as i can said. she supposed to have MRS title in front of her name, but what to say bila dah tiada jodoh. now, she already "spied" by her old friend which dia anggap sebagai abang. walaupun telah di"spied" long time before, yesterday he officially proposed her. i am so happy for her. i hope she can get her happiness. i know that this is not what according to her life plan, but with Allah willing, she will be happy for the rest of her life.

proposed? what a girl dream,right? i do have the same dream too. to be proposed by my love one. having a nice dinner. with a nice environment. nice word from him to praise me well with his love. make me feel important and meaningful for him. can i have that?. i'm not praying for that to happen. but i do wish and wait for that moment to come in my life. (okeyh!mmg byk tonton drama omputih).melampau kalu nak si dia melutut and do something crazy, but a simple nice proposed pun okeyh kn. at least, i know that he is ready for it and take it seriously.

i do feel like gatal nak kahwin sekarang. but, i don't really understand myself. i know when will be the next step, what date, what is going to happen on that date. but why I did not feel the excitement?can someone tell me why and how to get that feeling? i do blogwalking on b2b blog. i can see their excitement for their wedding so do the engagement. and now, i feel so sad writing on this post. macam perasaan yang tak patut ada when story morry pasal wedding kan. what i know, "kalau ada jodoh tak ke mana".....apa yang i harapkan sebenarnya?






p/s: berharap masa berlalu pantas.dapat melalui fasa murung ini segera.kembali rasa bahagia dan dikelilingi mereka yang menyayangi diri ini.

i miss you.

salam en.blog.

read the post title again.

"i miss you"

so true okeyh.

qirana: sepetang bersama

salam en.blog.
salam silent readers.
salam sayang buat penchuri hati.

lately banyak plak perempuan ni menulis pasal cinta diakan.
tapi as i said before, blog aq, sukahati aq la kan.
(tangan kat bahu, muka dongak 45%, mata pada atas)

sebenarnya, ini entri berhabuk dalam almari "posting".
entri yang didraft dan disave tanpa perasaan untuk publish sbb gambar malas edit.
alangkah indahnya dunia andaikan ada orang tolong taip apa yang nak diluahkan.

look at the picture.guess where and what are they doing.

p/s:apasal muka gatal2 ni.mungkin sebab sawang blog ni berterbangan agaknya.


till fingers start dancing again,
X.o.X.o

A Real Boyfriend: Mr.M

Don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.
I don't care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.
Just read this, it will make a difference.
If only everyone could see this and understand it.


When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she
thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and don't let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
-Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes
-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
-Let her know she's important.
- Don't talk about other girls around her
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"


Credits to Mary Junelee L. Resabal for the amazing post ⓢⓜⓘⓛⓔ

qirana: penemuan baru

Salam sayang buat pelengkap nama yan membentuk qirana..hari ni yan dapat rasa kemanjaan seorang hero hati yan..terserlah sifat tak suka berkongsi kekasih hati ini..mahu memiliki sepenuhnya..mahukan perhatian sewajarnya..

Perkara ni yan sedar dah lama..tp mlm ni baru ketara..walau bagaimana rajin dan sanggup mr.M menemani yan bersama kawan2 yan dan kawan2 dia, dia lebih suka kami habiskan waktu bersama..dia manja sebenarnya..merajuk blh tahan jgk (yang ni yan pasti dia xkn mengaku, hakikatnya dia tak sedar pun dia merajuk)..

To be honest to en.blog, i love the other side of him..nmpk dia lagi soft (bukan lembut ye!) dia nampak lebih keanak-anakkan..kami mmg kontra,. Perbezaan itu melengkapi kekurangan kami..


Sebab itu dia cinta mati saya.











P/s:hari tu yan merajuk lama, gila jgk la tggu dia msj..nasib baik hari dia msj..andai kata dia xmsj and end-up dpt gf bru, masa tu yan pasrah melepaskan dia..yan percaya, kalu kita syg seseorang kita msti nak yg tbaik utk dy..(waktu tu blh bygkn yan meratapi kehilangan cinta mati).. I just pray that he will be the one for me.. Amin..

Random: kebiasaan

Sudah menjadi kebiasaan untuk saya sentiasa berada bersama awak.

Kebiasaan yang akan kelihatan kekok apabila saya tidak bersama awak.

Ketiadaan awak memberi kesan kepada saya begitu juga kehidupan saya.

Perkenalan kita mungkin satu kesilapan buat awak, tapi ini merupakan rahmat untuk saya.

Bersama awak buat saya teguh dah kuat sehingga hari ini, dengan kejayaan ini.

Hari ini saya baca petikan mengenai rahsia wanita.

Satu rahsia yang akan saya kongsi dengan awak.

Seorang wanita, apabila dia telah memberikan hatinya kepada seorang, hati itu diberikan sepenuhnya.

Maka andai satu hari nanti hati itu tidak awak perlukan, pulangkan sebaiknya.

Hati wanita yang sakit itu mampu mendorong mereka perkara diluar jangkaan.

Andai hati itu kau perlukan, peliharalah ia seperti kau pelihara hatimu itu.

Wanita itu perlu pelindung untuk melengkapkan diri mereka.

Berikan mereka merasai hak itu, maka kau akan merasai kasih suci mereka.

Biar mereka melahirkan rasa teruja pada insan lain sebanyak mana sekali pun, mereka sentiasa ingat mereka memiliki hati yang telah diberikan untuk kamu.

Adalah fitrah untuk seorang wanita memuji sesuatu yang cantik dan indah.

Peliharalah wanita ini. Jangan kau sakiti lagi kerna jika airmata ini kering ia akan mengeringkan taman cinta hatinya.

qirana: first new year together

salam rindu kepada en.blog.

salam sayang buat mr.M.

salam menari kepada keyboard lappy.

hari ini sekali lagi, pemilik blog ingin menunaikan janji. janji tahun baru.hihi.ok.mmg basi.tapi ada aku kesah?*toink*sebenarnya yan xtaw nk tulis pasal apa.ingat nak sambung post pasal melaka yg sudah 75% didrafkan.tp selongkar kat rak "edit posts" xjumpa plak.pelik juga kan.so yan tunaikan janji lama dulu.oHgucci.mr.M mesti suka bila post cerita yg ada kena mengena dgn dy and tempek plak muka hensem dy tu kan.(ok,hensem tu mungkin akn buat org muntah,tp laki aq.harus la puji.ko ad?nan hado.)

btw speaking of mr.M, baru2 ni yan ada baca tweet zahiril azim (betul ke aq eja ni?mls nk gugel.en.gugel dh marah dh hari2 skodeng dy)..mmg romantik betul mamat ni dgn isteri dy. seolah-olah dy sorang je insan bertuah di muka bumi ini. bukan nk kutuk dy. tp,puji lelaki begini. but ladies out there, you can't expect your man to be like him. maybe they're better. uol's bukan taw pun kan. contohnya, mr.M. sndiri. nmpk je biasa2 gtu bila bertweet pd yan kt tweetland tu. tp dlm group kt fbtown dy tu, dy menggelar yan sebagai "gadisku" kpd rakan2. dgn bangga dy mengaku and admit.(dayana, tu sama je mksud ny.xyh tulis dua kali. mcm blh microsoft words letak garisan gigi hijau bwk ayt tu kn) korang ada? mungkin korang dpt lg lebih or less. tp, bersyukur la.

p/s: pengakuan ikhlas

"saya bersyukur sebab saya dipertemukan dgn awak. mungkin itu yang tertulis sebagai takdir saya dan awak. saya terlalu sayangkan awak. terima kasih kerana sering menyokong saya dan berada disamping saya ketika naik bangun hidup saya. cinta awak sampai mati."

okeyh, cukup bermadah jiwang sebagai intro post. sekarang berbalik pada janji.(sume gara2 zahiril la ni.dh terjiwang kat atas tu).selama 5thn bersama ini merupakan pertama kali kami bersama di malam tahun baru. menghabiskan masa bersama. mencari pengalaman baru. mencuba perkara baru. lari daripada kebiasaan kami. mengikut roda kehidupan baru yang lebih matang. menggunakan motto "happy selalu" utk tahun naga yg penuh bertuah ini (lahirnya kami pada tahun naga dan akhirnya dipertemukan). tahun yang akan membawa perubahan dalam hidup kami.

si gadis teringin nak tgk bunga api tahun baru. si jejaka ingin menunaikan impian si gadis. si jejaka mempunyai minat mendalam pada drift. si gadis menemani si jejaka duduk bersam menyaksikan drift. malam new year wahai rakan2. speed city kl. saksi di mana kami bersama sepanjang malam menyambut tahun baru. dengan cop di tangan seperti orang masuk kelab (padahal open space), duduk kat bangku menyaksikan drift. practice with the track. satu kereta terbalik. awesome. tak cedera, kereta tak kemik cuma pecah bumper je, minyak tumpah atas track, guna pasir kucing utk serap (lawak okeyh, but it does work on oil too).

ditemani oleh kawan2 baru. tahun baru harus ada kawan baru. baru la nampak kemajuan di situ ye. jajan yg banyak dan air berbotol menemani kami menyaksikan drift. pengalaman pertama buat yan utk tgk kereta yg drift sekali banyak in one time. superb. asap, bau tayar, bunyi tayar. i can feel it. adrenalin. drifter yg handsome, cantik, bergaya, power. some of them are really young and the cars was unexpected to be in the drift track. but they make it possible. berminat nak pergi, dorg buat event every Saturday night. dari buat benda tak senonoh pg clubbing bergoyang inul, minum minuman yg sama kaler air kencing tu, baik pergi tgk benda ni. *no harm* like this page on FB speedcitykl

jadi boleh la melayan gambar sekarang ni. gambar dh berkulat kena air. hihi

we arrived at 8.30 p.m. orang pun tak ramai lagi so we managed to get good sit which is free sitting.  all teams/cars need to  be arranged in front of the audiences. they're using audiences as the judges of the day. cop masuk, sgt club kan? 

his faced can describe how he feel. happy with "gadis litar" yg dpt dia peluk. (did i mention before yg saya sgt sporting? take note mr.M, depan2 boleh. belakang buat, i menangis minta kasut baru.) menambah koleksi gambar dia dgn kereta. bersama idola dgn muka bangga.

masa mula2 announce that audiences can be on the track, budak ni yg yan admire sgt. sgt power skill dy drift. yan mmg zero on technique or drift check point sume tu. tapi, daripada kekemasan larian laju  tanpa  melepas minyak dan menekan brake dy, memang nampak hebat. kumpulan dy memusnahkan harapan dy utk menang. but, he awesome. nk amik gambar mula tu, tapi dy malu. at last we managed to took pictures with him. guess, guess, guess who? 

the best pictures ever. qirana with prince of drift. tengku djan.  the winner team of that night. they were in trio with  a women in their team. all the drifter were so down to earth persons. humble and nice.

 finally, satu janji lagi tertunai. new experience. new information. new activity. sehingga tertunai janji akan datang.

 x.o.x.o

yan dayana