qirana:si gadis beremosi

salam en.blog.

sekarang mmg pukul 4pagi.

so,i suppose to have my beauty sleep 6 hours ago.

but here i am.

writting to you.

keeping my promise to mr.M to start posting some entries.

so many posts bersawang yang tak sempat nak dihabiskan dan publish.

ini adalah entri khas utk mr.M.

(i love you,kasihku)

a bit mukadimah first.

before i start writing the letter s up there, i was doing my routine.

routine when i start surfing, blog-walking.

visiting miss Hanis w/ her new blog banner,

visiting Zack with his new post after the previous post about being tuition teacher,

and few other blogs.

here it's begin with my story.

(cewah.betul ke si yan ni nak speaking London je ni?)

hihi.

nak cter guna bahasa kebangsaan sudah.

bukan yang baca ni omputih sgt pn.

kalau ada pun yang pakai lense tak kena warna kulit je pn.

(opss,sorry!!~)

beberapa hari ni yan susah sangat nak tidur.

sampaikan mr.M suruh yan amik ubat tidur.

tapi tak de lagi telan ubat tidur tu.

memandangkan sekarang minggu cuti,tak berapa kisah sgt la.

tidur lambat,bangun pun lewat.

(eh,mcm berpantun plak kan)

minggu ni mr.M sungguh sibuk.

bila dia dh mula start motor utk ke pejabat,

maka bermula hari dy sebagai seorang engineer yang sibuk.

maka dengan itu, kurang perkongsian kami.

susah sangat yan nk dgr khabar dr dy.

tapi, yan tahu kerja dy.

tapi, dalam tahu2 tu.

asyik la yan merungut kan.

masa CNY baru ni,we went to Melaka.

holiday sakan, which tak plan properly,tp happening.

(will update later.post dlm inbox dipenuhi sarang semut)

jadi bila balik dari Melaka, mr.M mula kerja, terus busy.

mestila terasa macam a bit kehilangan.

seriously, sebelum ni tak pernah rasa macam ni lansung.

dulu masa mr.M tahun akhir, lagi jauh kot.

tak pulak yan rasa seteruk ini.

tapi sekarang, macam tak boleh berenggang.

mana pergi semua nak sama2.

nak ikut pergi ctu, nak pergi cni.

dah macam belangkas dah.

every weekend w/out missed, harus jumpa.

kalau yan ada class, blk tu or during break, jumpa.

kejap pun takpe. janji hati puas dapat tgk depan mata.

i still remember his word.

"bila b dah habis blaja nnt, kita dh dekat, kita akan selalu jumpa"

memang betul. tak pernah menghampakan.

walaupun malam dy kena balik ofis balik, tetap curi masa jumpa gadis dy ni.

setahun pengorbanan kami berjauhan,

semuanya hampir terbayar.

i'm addicted to him. sangat.

we finally get our life back as qirana.

this time, getting much better than before.

we managed to do things together again.

we can shopping, eating, walking, driving.

all together.

plus, we planned for many new activities too.

benda yang belum pernah kami cuba sebelum ini.

(will update later jugak.belum mula pasal ini lagi.mungkin boleh tambah koleksi unpublished posts)

setiap kali sebelum tidur, yan mesti akan ingatkan dy.

dy org yg terakhir akan ucap kata2 utk yan.

without him, i feel incomplete.

he is my alarm.

he is my google.

he is my soul.

I've been so negative for this starting year.

but with him, everything going smooth.

he keep on saying that this year is a happy year.

everything we do, or step that we take, 

we need to make sure that it will be in a happy ending.

because towards the end,

this will be our memories.

good to be with him.

Allah bless me by sending him for me.

he always support me for good.

and advise me on bad things too.

his words, sometime might hurts me.

but deep in his heart, saya ialah "gadisku" dy.

dan itu hanyalah saya, dayana.

your love run through my veins, soulmate.